SO WERE GOING TO START WITH THE GOOD NEWS AND THE REAL NARRITIVE WE WANT TO PUT OUT THERE AND THE ONLY MESSAGE THAT MATTERS IN THIS UPDATE: AND IF YOU EVER THINK I WOULD TAKE MY OWN LIFE THINK AGAIN, THE ENEMY WILL NEVER WIN, I/WE WHO ARE READING THIS SHOULD HAVE MUCH BIGGER THINGS HEADED MY/OUR WAY AND NOW I/WE ARE GOING TO DO EVERYTHING WE CAN TO TAKE BIG PHARMA OUT OF THE PICTURE, THINK IM JOKING THINK AGAIN IT'S HAPPENING AS WE WRITE THIS, YOUR DAYS ARE COMING TO AN END...

OF COURSE THE FOLLOWING INFORMAITON IN THE BAD NEWS SECTION BELOW IS JUST A LITTLE LIST OF THE THOUGHTS THAT COME INTO MY MIND DAILY BUT DOES THIS MEAN THAT I WILL GO TO THIS EXTENT? I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT I NEVER HAD ANY THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE UP UNTIL I TOOK THESE HORRIBLE SHOTS BACK IN JULY 2021, AND I HAVE TO SAY THAT I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ALSO ARE BATTLING THIS AND EXPRESSING THIS TO ME, AND WHAT I BRING NOW WILL BE MESSAGE OF HOPE, YOU SEE UP UNTIL TRUMP WAS ELECTED, THE DEMOCRATES FAVORITE WORD WAS "HOPE" BUT YET IN MY OPINION THEY DON'T LIVE A HOPEFUL LIFE THAT OF WHAT WAS EXPRESSED IN JESUS TIME, NO THEY PREACHED HOPE BUT IN MY OPINION HOPE IS A VERY WEAK WORD UNLESS BACKED WITH SOME TYPE OF ACTION THAT WILL GET HOPE MOVING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, HENCE THE REASON WHY I AND WE VAX INJURED ARE ALL HOPEFUL, AS THOSE THAT ARE WANTING TO BE HEALED ARE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN TO GET BETTER, PROTOCALS THAT WOULD EXHAUST ANY PERSON. SO YES I AM VERY HOPEFUL AND I ENCOURAGE ANYONE THAT READS THIS TO DO THE SAME. HOPEFULLY BY PEOPLE READING THIS WILL ALSO BECOME VERY HOPEFUL, IN FACT FIND THAT PURPOSE FOR WHY YOU BELIEVE YOU WILL CONTINUE TO PUSH ON, FOR ME THIS HAS NOW BEEN A DRIVING FORCE FOR ME TO COME OUT OF THIS BIGGER, BRIGHTER AND MORE READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD. YES, WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS AND WE WILL NEED AN ARMY OF GOOD PEOPLE TO WIN THIS BATTLE, DID I JUST STUTTER WHEN I SAID THIS...IT'S A BATTLE, AND BATTLE OF US VS. THE ELITES THAT PRESSED THIS UPON US, A BATTLE OF OUR SPIRITUAL SELF, A BATTLE JUST TO GET THROUGH THE DAY, HENCE WHY WE CAME UP WITH OUR CONTROVERSIAL IMAGE, SOME WILL HATE IT, SOME WILL LOVE IT, AND SOME WILL FIND IT APAULING TO THINK THAT WE WOULD USE A IMAGE LIKE THIS. WELL SORRY WERE NOT HERE TO PLEASE EVERYONE, LITERALLY I THE FOUNDER AM ONLY EXPRESSING THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR THIS WHOLE SHAM OF A PLANDEMIC, WE WILL BE BOLD AND WE KNOW THAT WE HAVE AND WILL CONTINUE TO "STIR THE WATER" WE BELIEVE IN OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST MORE THAN I EVER HAVE AND HE HAS SPOKEN TO ALL VAX INJURED AND WELL QUITE HONESTLY IT'S GOING TO BE A "STIR IN THE OCEAN" WHEN THIS ENDS. THE PEOPLE HAVE AWKENED AND THE INJURED ARE COMING SO I LEAVE ALL OF YOU WITH THE HOPE THAT THINGS HOPEFULLY WILL GET BETTER. THIS IS TIME OF YEAR THAT IS SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY AND GOOD TIMES, BUT FOR MANY IT'S A TIME OF YEAR OF DEPRESSION, SOLITUDE AND ROUGH TIMES, I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT NOTHING ABOUT BEING VAX INJURED HAS BEEN EASY AND OR ALLOWED ME TO BE HAPPY IN THIS TIME OF YEAR, BUT AS WE COME TO A CLOSE, BE THANKFUL FOR ALLOWING YOUR LORD TO ALLOW YOU TO WAKEUP EVERY MORNING AND TAKE THAT DEEP BREATH OF FRESH AIR, MAKE SOMETHING HAPPEN AND DON'T FORGET "STIR THE WATER" YOU WILL FIND IT WILL PUSH YOU TO DO THINGS THAT MOST PEOPLE WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO OR COULD DO, DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU, YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING, THE ONLY THING THAT IS GOING TO TAKE ME OUT OF THIS WORLD IS OLD AGE OR DISEASE, HOPEFULL IT WILL BE THE OLD AGE THAT GETS ME. IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE AND WE/US VAX INJURED ARE, MAIN STREAM MEDIA, ELITES WORST NIGHTMARE AND WERE COMING...SEE YOU ALL IN THE PROMISE LAND!!!! 

SO NOW FOR THE BAD NEWS:

DO I DO IT, DO I TAKE MY OWN LIFE, NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER WOKE UP AT 2AM IN THE MORNING WITH EXCRUTIATING PAIN IN MY HEAD. THE FEELING OF A CONCUSSION IN MY BRAIN, PAIN THAT THE FAINT OF HEART WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO ENDURE. I MEAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU WANT TO SAY THAT I HAVE SOME TYPE OF ANXIETY ISSUE, REALLY YOU DUMB SHIT, OR HEY YOU ARE JUST BEING A HYPOCONDRIAK. REALLY, SO I ASK YOU DO I DO IT, TAKE THE VERY LIFE THAT MY LORD BLESSED ME WITH HERE ON EARTH. OR I ASK BEFORE I LAY MY HEAD DOWN TO SLEEP AM I GOING TO BE FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO WAKE UP TOMORROW IN HOPES THAT I DON'T DIE IN MY SLEEP THE CAUSE OF WHICH WAS FROM THESE DEADLY SHOTS? OR HOW ABOUT THIS WHY ONE DAY DO I FEEL OK AND THEN NOT CHANGING ANYTHING ABOUT MY REGIME I WAKE UP THE NEXT DAY WITH HORRIBLE PAIN THAT COMES BACK INTO MY BODY. THERE IS NO ANSWERS, BECAUSE OF THAT IT LEAVES US VACCINE INJURED HOPELESS, ATTEMPTING TO FIND LITTLE BITS OF JOY IN OUR LIVES, BUT THEN HAVEING THAT BE RUIED BY THE PAIN THAT COMES ROARING BACK. OR THAT REPORT THAT YOU GET BACK FROM THE TEST THAT YOU JUST RECEIVED INDICATING THAT YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM HAS BEEN SEVERLY COMPRIMISED? NOW DO i LOOK TO THAT VERY THING THAT WILL END MY ENDURING AND ONGOING PAIN AND SUFFERRING THAT WE AND US VAX INJURED HAVE BEEN LIVING, OR HEY MAYBE IF I TAKE HUNDREDS OF SUPPLEMENTS IT WILL END THIS HORRIBLE PAIN THAT HAVE BEEN BROUGHT TO OUR BODIES. BELIEVE ME THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE PICTURE OF WHAT WE ARE ALL BATTLING AND NO ONE, LET ME REPEAT NO ONE AT THE TOP IS LISTENING, THE GOOD DOCTORS ARE SPEAKING OUT BUT NO ONE IS DECLARING THIS A HEATH EMERGENCY. WHY? WELL IS IT BECAUSE THIS PLANDEMIC WAS SO SINISTER THAT EVEN THE TOP OFFICIALS KNEW, SO KNOWING THAT AND THAT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE DO I TAKE MY OWN LIFE. OR WHOLLY SHIT PEOPLE ARE DYING UNEXPECTANTLY AND NO ONE SEEMS TO BE TELLING US WHY, IS IT BECAUSE OF THESE PIECES OF SHIT SHOTS, THAT WE TOOK? SO NOW THINKING THAT I ASK MYSELF DO I TAKE MY OWN LIFE? OR HOW ABOUT THIS ONLY SPEAKING FOR ME BUT MY LIFE WAS GREAT, I MEAN REAL GREAT UP UNTIL THE LOCKDOWNS AND ME PERSONALLY TAKING THE SHOTS. I MEAN I OWNED MY OWN HOME, WAS ENGANGED, LIFE WAS AMAZING, THEN THE 2  PFIZER "DEATH SHOTS" THAT LITERALLY HAD SATAN ENTER INTO MY BODY TEAR ME DOWN, DESTROY ME AS A YOUNG VIBRANT MAN DESTROY AND TAKE AWAY MY HOME, MY FIANCE, AND FINALLY TOOK MY JOB IN AUGUST BECAUSE OF ALL MY DIBILITATING ISSUES I WAS HAVING. SO I ASK YOU NOW DO I TAKE MY OWN LIFE, THE VERY BREATH THAT MY LORD JESUS CHRIST DIED AT THE CROSS TO FOGIVE EVERYONE OF MY SINS? OOOOOOH TOO SOOOON, WELL THIS IS THE REALITY OF IT AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT WELL IM SORRY BUT WAKE THE F UP, YOU HAVE SOME LEARING TO DO AND I SUGGEST THAT YOU ATTEMPT TO FIND A DEEPER EMPATHY AND COMPASSION FOR WHAT WE ARE ALL GOING THROUGH. WAS THIS TO DARK FOR YOU? WAS THIS NOT AN EASY TO READ LETTER/PASSAGE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT? IM SORRY THIS IS MY BLOG, OUR BLOG AND THE DAY TO DAY BATTLES THAT WE ARE DOING OUR BEST TO GET THROUGH, YOU SEE DEATH FROM VACCINES CAN TAKE ON A WHOLE SLOUGH OF CONNOTATIONS, YOU SEE IT'S ALL THE QUESTIONS THAT COME INTO OUR HEADS DAILY BECAUSE OF THE TREMENDOUS PAING WE ARE FIGHTING, SO WHEN WE CREATED DEATH FROM VACCINES, IT WASN'T WITH THE INTENTIONS THAT THE VACCINES ARE THE ONLY THING THAT IS KILLING MANY PEOPLE, IIT'S THAT THE VACCINES HAVE ALTERED OUR MINDS AND WHETHER YOUR DIE FROM OLD AGE NOW, WAS IT BECAUSE OF THE VACCINES, WAS IT BECAUSE OF THE COMPUNDS IN THE VACCINES THAT HAVE GIVEN US A DEATH SENTENCE OF CANCER, WAS IT THE HORRIBLE PAIN THAT WE NOW HAVE, THAT WE NEVER  DID AND NOW WE ARE IN SO MUCH PAIN THAT IT IS CAUSING US TO TAKE OUR OWN LIVES? YOU SEE BECAUSE OF THIS PUSH FOR THESE HORRIBLE SHOTS WE NOW ARE SEEING AN INCREASE IN ALL DEATHS SORRY JUST CALLING IT WHAT IT IS AND HENCE YES, DEATHS FROM VACCINES IS WHAT WE ARE CALLING IT! 

FINALLY IF YOU NEED A REMINDER DON'T GO DOWN THE PATH OF THE BAD MESSAGE, THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE, KICK THE BAD THOUGHTS OUT OF YOUR MIND, YOUR BETTER THAN THIS AND YOU WILL COME OUT OF THIS BIGGER, BETTER AND MORE CONNECTED TO YOUR CREATOR THAN YOU EVER WERE, IT'S AN AMAZING FEELING AND GIVES YOUR BODY THE FUEL IT NEEDS GOING INTO THE NEW YEAR: HOPE WITH ACTION & NOTHING WILL BE ABLE TO STOP US, GODSPEED EVERYONE!!! 

1:50 am - Woke up with of course you guessed it suicidal ringing in both of my ears AND INTENSE HEAD PAIN, THAT ACTUALLY AWOKE ME. THE SAD PART IS HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE THE BAD THOUGHTS WHEN YOU ARE CONSTANTLY BEING REMINDED OF THE PAIN AND SUFFERRING THAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH. I really am so tired of always waking up with headpain and ringing in both ears pain 11. The headpain was definitely VERY INTENSE THIS EARLY morning thankfully I was able to get back to sleep after 10 minutes and having to run my head to get the pain to ease. Then I woke back up at 6:00am with the ringing by the pain in my head was slightly there. 

Its now 10:40am and I have been experiencing horrible pain and pins/needles in my ribcage since waking up. Well everyone I will be sure to give you all an update as the day progresses. Until the next update.

I had many times today where the head pain came back at a pain level of 8.5. Also, noticed that I was feeling a little tightness in my left side of the chest. So with all the studies coming out now I decided to START MY IVERMECTIN PROTOCAL, SO I DECIDED TO POP THE LITTLE WHITE PILLS, TOOK MY FIRST ONE AT 9PM. Going to also attempt to do this fasting regime while drinking many fluids and then see how I feel. Just really tired of always being in pain. Well going to go to bed now guys horrible head pain and taking some CBD Oil just going to start slaming everything down into my body, Ill let you all know how it goes, hopefully I wake up, all the best and GODSPEED! Well see what tomorrow brings. 

Main Symptoms: LIKE (WTF) Still Persisting...WHY BECAUSE OF PFIZERS VAX and THE THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE #Suicide THAT HAS BEEN ENDUCED FROM THESE TOXIC SHOT...

• Calf muscle twitching/spasms #1  Pain of a  finally... "3"
• Pins/Needles/Shards of Glass Feeling - Both sides of my lower rib cage pain "7.5"
• TINNITUS - RINGING OF THE EARS - IS NOW A SUICIDAL 12 IT TURNED UP A NOTCH JUST THIS LAST WEEK...
• burning sensations throughout my lower extremities/numbness that comes and goes. Pain of a "7.5"
• feelings of Gerd/acid reflux (Felling of buildup of gases in my body) - This has subsided again no longer presant. 
• trouble/pain swallowing on the right side when eating citrus foods sometimes This has finally gone away after October 15, 2022
• vibration spasm in different parts of my body. Pain of "3"
• POTS like symptoms - Pain of "6"
• Mas Cell Activation Symptoms - Somewhat has subsided.
• Head Pressure comes and goes. #2 - Pain of "8.5"
• Slight pain feeling that comes and goes left side of my heart - Pain of my heart pain "4"
• Blood Pressure Fluctuation - This has subsided or so I think.
• Heart Rate Variability fluctuation - This has subsided or so I think.
• Tightness in chest pain "4"

TOTAL SCORE OF HOW I FELT TODAY:   8.5/10

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